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There's Only 2 Ways Off the Ledge (demo)

by rooFTops

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stop looking for an answer down the darkest tunnel the train is unforgiving and it travels fast if the heat of the steel, steals every promise to heal will the lead spread the thoughts that brought the loneliest deal splattering brains into particles sending ideas airborne into the atmosphere for all to inhale one final gasp of fear and suffocating betrayal flatter this ego exceptional absorb every spore through each pore then feel each ventricle shrivel up and collapse suffering sins of the cynical's tragically boring crash was it always gonna come to this infancy birthed lifelong fantasies built on those dreams without a breath left to cry out for that help maybe everyone desperately needs the cry that pride, fear, and guilt collaborate to impede when the piles of crocodiles infiltrate know they’re cold blooded and they're always starved and they might feast on tears they stole from someone who cares but they won’t taste that fear and it might seem a little bit unfair embezzled oxygen exhaled as fraudulent despair cancel all the funerals should've been more punctual not ready to know if you're still running scams too terrified to peek under that rock but if you need a mark then here I am if that's what it takes to know your heart hasn't stopped
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Death (demo) 02:36
They don't really know what goes on on your head envy of the ones who beat you to the end won the attention of the otherwise bored who abandon the living and worship the dead cos you're better as a story for their friends we really don't fear the other side we know not to run from what no one can avoid that one and only promise will never be broken we can take it in terror or take it in stride cos it's on the way and none of us can hide They said that Ariel- was no mistake and Jeremy was crying cos he couldn't escape no love left to give no love left to take nothing to wait for and nothing to chase but they got their love when loved ones made the wake we really don't fear what's waiting for all we know in the end we're all gonna fall that one and only promise will never be broken we can take it in fear or accept what we are no love left to give no love left to take nothing to wait for and nothing to chase save for the comfort of a the final escape a sense of control they never had til the day and they got their love when loved ones made the wake
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Looking for a way out, looking for a way out before the walls star closing in Looking for a way out, looking for a way out before the fallout of our sins before the worst fear settles in 
it’s time to start again after each ending be better, better yourself after the worst rest assured life doesn't end until it ends every peak every valley will serve as a reminder that a rise or fall in either direction could never maintain a sustainable course broken fingers check pulses malpractice checks heads egos burn up in the ether or crash into the Earth high high, high, high highs precede the lowest lows and highs don't give rides on rising tides when life denies our highest hopes not condescending but this isn't an ending from top to bottom everywhere in between a couple steps from the womb lands one foot square in the tomb all the way navigating or evading rough terrain fantasies might alleviate anxiety when optioning the truest sense of control stomachs tied into knots trying to silence these thoughts cos the easy way out comes with more suffering and doubt 
 nothing laced and without a chaser face the discomfort of taking life in dry or run in place chase the pain erasers stay numb for long enough to tolerate this life but the anesthesia's wearing off this time- release euthanasia tearing up insides

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released October 24, 2020

rooFTops: guitars and vocals
recorded by smartphone at: The Top of Tops

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Solo acoustic non-herbert, punk, hardcore from Boston

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